post departures syndrom

as what the title says, yes. i do have post-departures syndrom.
hye everyone. some might wonder, post-departure syndrom? what the hell is she talking about. well, 'departure' is/was the musical that we had been working our ass off for the past 2 months. and was a success a week ago today. and now, im missing every moment of it, and everyone in it.
easter holiday's already here, so everyone's gone.. literally. went off for their own holidays and stuff. im leaving for mine .. thursday. and saturday, paris here i come!! :D
anyway, post departure syndrom is not getting any better. meet ups and hanging out with the rest of the crews are sumkind like a must everyday. if all cant make it, some will do. ngeh. and now, keep on listening to the songs and musics produced for the musical. 'menyemai cinta selamanya' always brings tears to the eye. yeap, thats everyone's favourite.. huhu. mine too, i must say.
anyway, i have no idea why i wrote this post, but since im already writing, so i wanna thank EVERYONE who had been involved in the production; be it characters, dancers, back up people, esp mr & ms Director, mr Producer aka mr Prez and ms Composer. you guys had rocked my 1st year here in newcastle.. and now, life no longer suck! hehe :D so thank u. very much.
ok. i seriously dont know what im typing, so i better stop. plus my laundry's almost done, so catcha ..... when i feel like it. haha.
HAPPY EASTER!
*tho i dont celebrate. but since its the holiday, so, what the heck.

::summer_breeze::

the hate survey. ngaih.

1.What is the worst time of year? ~ this year? none so far. im loving every bit of it.. owh owh. the time when the boyfriend is almost unreachable. scary moments. 2. Who is your most hated actor/actress? ~ hurm. cant think of any for now. 3.Most hated band or solo artist? - NEW BOYZ or however they spelled it. sigh. frustrating. 4.Name of your most hated high school teacher? ~ ahaha. none of them i hate..... i think. :P 5.Most hated time of day? ~ ntah. i love my days. jolly and polly. haha. 6.Most unattractive quality in the opposite sex? ~ bad breath can be. too.. straight forward. too.. over the top, maybe. anything that can reveal ur uncoolness.. ahah. :P 7.Most hated food? ~ sayur peria. haha. 8.What is you most hated song? ~ justin timberlake's sexy back. gosh! annoying. 9.Least favorite thing that you have to do everyday? ~ wake up and go to uni. hahaa. 10.Most hated animal? ~ semut. i just cant help it but kill them. adoy. kesian. 11.smell? ~ everything thats fishy and tak sedap. haha. 12.store? ~ i hate fenwick n john lewis, coz its too expensive. haha. 13.drink? ~hate = none so far. ~love= juice. diet coke. plain water. 14.sound? ~hate = shriek. 15.Most hated holiday? ~ the one that sucks. haha. so far i had none. :) 16.Most hated memory? ~ the one i choose to forget. 17.Most hated ex-friend or enemy? ~ ex-fren? are there such thing? enemy.. wouldnt know if i have one. 18.Least favorite color? ~ eeky colours. ok im not really answering questions now. haha. 19.Most hated movie? ~ date movie. and almost all parody movies, except scary movies. they're all just so stupid. 20.Most hated job? ~ havent really had a job. so cant complain much. 21.Most hated car? ~ ntah la. p/s: this survey seriously have loads of negative vibe. gosh. :: summer_breeze ::

i miss my boyfriend, and this is what i end up doing

What do you miss the most?

: raiz. seriously.

What do you do if you meet the person you hate?

: at least be nice, no matter how much she/he/i hate me/her/him.

One item you really want?

: the cameron diaz jeans. agh!!

What do you do if you’re talking to a stupid person?

: err.. depends on what kind of stupidity that he/she's pulling off. if nonsensical stupidity, i'll just ask them to shut up. haha.

Last book you read?

: errrr..... the dan brown book i bought.... 3 months back. haha!

The person you’re thinking of?

: my raiz. :(

Last gossip you heard?

: he has new girlfren! haha. not raiz la of coz.

Last testimonial from?

: mr moja!

Last person to call u?

: errr.. cant remember.

Last person u talked to, about what?

: helmi. about me buying the cameron diaz jeans. aghh! thats very depressing okei.

Last 5 places you’ve visited today.

: helmi's flat 

: robinson library (yea. i was at the library DOING WORK. haha)

: BEDSON BUILDING, LT 3 

: MERZ COURT, L3.03 

: GREGGS 

Last text message you received from..

: helmi.

Last cousins you’ve met?

: wohho. kak zura n rauf n kak baby. and that was...... 5 months ago. haha.

What did you do last weekend?

: err. went shopping. rehearse the musical songs. and CNY dinner with hommies.

Last person who kissed you?

: ...... cant recall. haha.

Last person who hugged you?

: rima n nippa n sid.

Last person who pinched you?

: helmi. haha.

Last item you bought?

: chocolate. haha.

What is the reason you last cried?

: asia'h washington or sumthing. american idol. haha.

What is your mood now?

: .. moodless.

Who did you meet 3 days ago?

: helmi, faiz, khairul, pei bei, housemates, the dancers

3 items that are near you?

: keys, manicure set, longgokan kertas-kertas

Who is your hero?

: forever it will be....... not sure.

What are your plans for next weekend?

: rehearsal musical lagi definitely. n bajet bajet mahu stadi gegila.

Why are you filling this survey?

: im damn freakin bored.

 

ps: i miss my boyfriend. make him cum back soon. very very soon. :(

:: summer_breeze ::

im bad news baby

BAD NEWS
(Josiah Leming)

My lady, she's nothing more than a melody
Whistlin underneath my skin
And pourin through my blood veins
Absorbing all the brain waves
Overtaking all my dreams.

And i could never be unfaithful
My everything is far too much to risk
And girl you're so extraordinary
But she's the only reason i exist

I'm bad news baby, i'm gonna break your heart
I burn my bridges daily before any others cross
I'm bad news baby, i'm not the man you want
The only girl i'll ever love is trapped inside a song

They tell me i'm nothing more than a tragedy
I'm headed for a breakdown
But they don't know my lady
They can't see how much she loves me
She'll never let me hit the ground

And i could never be unfaithful
My everything is far too much to risk
And girl you're so extraordinary
But she's the only reason i exist

I'm bad news baby, i'm gonna break your heart
I burn my bridges daily before any others cross
I'm bad news baby, i'm not the man you want
The only girl i'll ever love is trapped inside a song
A song

It's a song s-s-song, s-song, s-song
A song is all i have it's all i own
Oh, i'd sell my soul
I'd sell my soul for a song
Just a song

I'm bad news baby, i'm gonna break your heart
I burn my bridges daily before any others cross
I'm bad news baby, i'm not the man you want
The only girl i'll ever love is trapped inside a song

**somehow.. i can relate myself to this song. cheers to the great talent for JOSIAH LEMING. i wish he made it thru to the next round tho..**

::summer_breeze::

i dunno.

1) Single , taken , Naked , or Flirty ? *taken. =P 2) Are you happy with that ? - *yeap yeap. very very. =) 4 ) Have you ever had your heart broken? *not to pieces. but some impact was done. 3) Have you ever talked about marriage with the opposite sex? *not directly. but the topic was brought up. hehe :P 4 ) Do you want children ? *du-uh! who doesnt? 5) How Many? *4 is purrfect~ 6) Would you consider adoption? *nope. unless im desperate. 7 ) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? *ehehe. cheri, cepat bagitahu saye! ahah :P 8) Do you want someone you can't have? *ive already have him. =) 9) Have you ever fallen in love? *i am. madly. 10) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? *owh yes. it meant so much. 11) Do you believe that you can change for someone ? *sometimes, no matter how u say u wont, eventually, u'll just will, if u really have the heart for it. 12) Is it a good day? *i guess so.. had my math exam today. it was alryte. 13 ) Have you ever broken a heart before ? *yikes. i think i did. sorry.. 14) Does your ex still have feelings for you ? *dunno. dun think so. i was a bitch. ok. maybe i was. ok. dunno. 15 ) Do you still have feelings for your ex? *not really. he was a jack ass for all i know.

.cheri saya.

saya sangat sayang cheri saya.
kenapa saya sayang cheri saya?
sebab dia sangat best.
dia selalu buat saya ketawa.
dia selalu beri semangat kat saya.
dia selalu nasihat saya.
kalau saya weng, dia tak jemu melayan saya.
kalau saya cakap benda pelik-pelik, dia mesti layan sahaja.

kalau saya terlalu dreamy, dia akan knock some sense balik dalam kepala saya.
kalau saya tak stadi, cheri saya mesti marah saya.
cheri saya merupakan the other half yang melengkapkan saya.
saya sangat sayang cheri saya.
sebab dia pun sayang saya (walaupun saya tak tahu mengapa)
kan cheri kan?
(kalo ia tak betul, tell me, so that i can delete this post right away. hehe.)

and cheri.. saya akan sambung stadi right away. don wori. =)

:: summer_breeze ::

post no. 102

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night?

rima n nippa. 

 

2) What were you doing at 0800?

sleeping still..

 

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

on the phone with mi familia. 

 

4) What happened to you in 2006?

i met this great guy. ;) 

 

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
"bye mama~ love u!" 

 

6) How many beverages did you have today?

plain water. 1. 

 

7) What colour is your hairbrush?

red. 

 

8) What was the last thing you paid for?

err.. twix? 

 

9) Where were you last night?

rima's house. 

 

10) What colour is your front door?

creamy cream. 

 

11) Where do you keep your change?

on the table. in my handbags. in my pant's pockets. 

 

12) What’s the weather like today?

foggy. not sunny. gloomy. 

 

13) What’s the best ice-cream flavour?

mint chocolate chip! (agree with nodee) and midnight chocolate cookies~!

 

14) What excites you?

for now: euro trip. 31st december. :)

 

15) Do you want to cut your hair?

not for now. :P

 

16) Are you over the age of 25?

nope nope. cumin' 20 though. hehe :) 

 

17) Do you talk a lot?

most of the time. except for when im tired or worried. 

 

18) Do you watch the O.C?

die hard fan!

 

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?

owh yes. that dude kat ridzuan. 

 

20) Do you make up your own words?

owh yes. cacated. 

 

21) Are you a jealous person?

i can be. *smug face*

 

22) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.

ali, alia, along (considered as a name jugak kan?)

 

23) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.

khashafiq, khaliq.. cant think of anyone else..

 

24) Who’s the first person on your received call list?

Raiz Comey!

 

25) What does the last text message you received say
"This is my new number - hamedullah."

 

26) Do you chew on your straw?

i will, if i am THAT bored.

 

28) Where’s the next place you’re going to?

LONDON! here i come!

 

29) Who’s the rudest person in your life?

oooohh. not so sure.. 

 

30) What was the last thing you ate?

ferrero roche. my breakfast. my lunch. im lazy.

 

31) Will you get married in the future?

surely surely! ngeeheehee :D a white wedding, boleh tak cheri?
 

 

32) What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

lemme see.. it should be hitch. well, i watched it on my laptop. ngeh :P

 

33) Is there anyone you like right now ?

like? LOVE is much more perfect to describe it :) 

 

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?

yesterday. eheh. note: not that i have any bertimbun sekarang ye. thank u very much.

 

35) Are you currently depressed?

sad. miserable. and missing that SOMEONE terribly.

 

36) Did you cry today?

nope. not yet. heh :P

 

37) Why did you answer and post this?

i was reading nodee's blog. and i was bored. and still am.