i will survive!

these girls defo R-E-P-R-E-S-E-N-T! way to go to boost my mood on a Monday. brrrrring it on!

at first i was afraid, i was petrified,
kept thinkin’ i could never live without you by my side,
but then i spent so many nights thinkin’ how you did me wrong,
and i grew strong, and i learned how to get along

mercedes:
and so you’re back, from outer space,
i just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face,
i should’ve changed that stupid lock, i should’ve made you leave your key,
if i had known for just one second you’d be back to bother me

santana:
oh now go, walk out the door,
just turn around now, cause you’re not welcome anymore,
weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye, you think i’d crumble, you think i’d lay down and die

the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what), i’m not gonna give up (what)
i’m not gon’ stop (what),i’m gonna work harder (what)
i’m a survivor (what), i’m gonna make it (what)
i will survive (what), keep on survivin’ (what)

mercedes:
thought i couldn’t breath without ya,
i’m inhalin’
you thought i couldn’t see without ya,
perfect vision
you thought i couldn’t last without ya,
but i’m lastin’
you thought that i would die without ya,
but i’m livin’

santana:

thought that i would fail without ya,
but i’m on top
thought that it would be over by now,
but it won’t stop
thought that i would self destruct,
but i’m still here
even in my years to come,
i’m still gonna be here

santana and mercedes with the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what), i’m not gonna give up (what)
i’m not gon’ stop (what), i’m gonna work harder (what)
i’m a survivor (what), i’m gonna make it (what)
i will survive (what), keep on survivin’

mercedes with the troubletones:
oh no not i, i will survive
oh no, not i
i will survive
as long as i know how to love
i know i’ll stay alive (i’m a survivor)
i’ve got all my life to live (survivor)
i’ve got all my love to give (i’m a survivor)
and i’ll survive (i’m a survivor)
i will survive (i’m a survivor)

the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what?)
i’m not goin’ give up (what?)
i’m not goin’ stop (what?)
i’m goin’ work harder (what?)
i’m a survivor (what?)
i’m gonna make it (what?)
i will survive (what?)
keep on survivin’
i will survive!

in another life...

its kinda hard to erase you, ya kna.

its annoying.

secrets

she gives me shivers. astounding talent and amazing voice. :)

future planning

ZodiacFacts says, "As a Capricorn, being too analytical doesnt protect you as much as you think"

Lately future has been playing like a movie in my head.. but with many MANY different endings..

"Que Sera Sera"

When I was just a little girl

I ask my mother what will I be

Will I be pretty, will I be rich

Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera, whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera sera,

what will be, will be...

I used to love to sing and hum to this song ever since i was a kid.

but whatever it is, in my plan book, there will still be a list of plans, till Plan Z.

the story only i didnt know

if i am given a chance to relive my past...

i don't think i would want to change a thing.

you made me who i am and how i am today.

*wording has no direct relation to song's meaning. but this song triggered a memory and a feeling towards the whole post. and to that person.. thank you for all the scar. im glad you're happy now*

someday

.. someone will stop making tears fall down my face.

love. or just the direction to it?

wishing you are near..

hugs from far.

i told you so (part II)

i dont know what it means, but it definitely bring back memories.. not so much of good ones.

specially to and from mr H

leaving is not really that easy. only 3 more days left.. :'(

to all newcastle folks

.. with love

check this hands..

..cause i am MARVELOUS!

an awesome cover by the glees!

in just less than 12 hours,
its going to be over.
OVER!!!!
(not GLEE, obviously)

a simple man

simple message from a great song.

"be a simple kind of man,
and dont forget that there's someone up above"

which then lead my thoughts back to my old days (when i was just 6 years old)..

a great man once said to me,

"kalau hidup ni, kita mesti ikut resmi padi.
semakin berisi semakin tunduk."

-Cikgu Abet

and i try to keep to it.. up until now.

i wish..

.. you'll dream a little dream of me

no no. he's mine!

ive always adored and salute girls with attitude.

and these girls.. damn. mercedes and santana have always been my favourite character in GLEE. and this song, well, it has been ages since the last time i heard it, but it was one of my favourites back then.

and having these girls they it pull off, god damn its hawt! salut ladies!

inspirational (and fiesty!), full stop.

songs

damn you love songs for messing with my head!

flapjack yoghurt and cherry

Im sorry im bad,

im sorry you're blue,

im sorry about all the things i said to you

and i know, i can't take it back

of leto, mars and glasgow

first.

JARED LETO. he is oh-so-handsome, except for the fact of his current hair style. dear god! why oh why, did u get THAT hair cut, hot shot??? i m disappointed, in so many ways!

this photo is taken without zooming. how awesome is that!

second.

the matter of 30 seconds to mars 'Into The Wild' tour-concert. oh-my. my first time ever being in the standing area, and 5 rows of people away from the stage. and i tell u, it is one surreal experience. to see them up close, is DEFINITELY an uber plus. but, being squashed in the head, and barely breathing, and having mimie vomiting twice, is not so much of a 'plus'. but my my, for that split second, when the band was playing 'From Yesterday' which is one of my favourites from them, and the security guy was pulling me out of the crowd, and i crowd surf for that split second, and then, 15 seconds after that, me being 1m away from mr Leto himself.. my my, i feel super awesome! sigh. if only i recorded that moment.. :P

third.

so finally, i had a walk around glasgow, and have a good sightseeing of whats worth seeing, though i must say, not much, but it is still a.. hurm. modern city.

having said that, for that 2 hours of sight-seeing, mimie and i have to pay extra 55.50quid for our train ticket, because apparently the ticket i bought is not an open advanced ticket. well, we were actually scheduled for 10.50am. but being so-smart as i know i am, i said, i can take the 12.50pm train, without having to pay for the consequences. but no no. boy, am i wrong.. so there goes our 56 quid, and my march money. man. im screwed.

all in all, although jared didnt manage to cover the awfulness, that is my weekend, but i am glad i went. but i do feel super sorry for mimie. yikes. all is my fault. :S

music updates

one thing i love about iTunes is that you get to 'invade' other people who are connected with the same network that you're in.

and last night, i get to invade Fieha's. and needless to say, save my effort to go and download the albums myself.

so here's my new playlist for this week:

• Daughtry - Leave This Town (the whole album)
• House MD Soundtracks
• Mariah Carey Greatest Hits (disc 1 and 2)
• James Morrison - Songs for You, Truths for Me (the whole album)

ps: reminiscing had been fun with all 'N Sync's song. REALLY remind me of those days. :)

obsession

for this past few weeks, there are 2 things that i have been obsessed about:

1. BOYCE AVENUE's rendition of ICE BOX (originally by Omarion)

2. and GLEE

and now im starting to wonder, am i even on the right path.. career wise. lol.

ps: past is starting to haunt me back. this is definitely not the best time of the year. sigh~

Final-year-life crisis

you know how people in their middle ages, starts to have their mid-life crisis. well, it is basically, they are trying to do what they havent done before. the main reason mostly is, before they regret NOT doing it. yea. i am in that stage now. well, i am not saying that i am in my MID LIFE, but we can say, it is a final-year-life crisis. lol.

so i went for an audition yesterday. well, it is just an audition for a musical -- Rent, if you ever heard of it. the songs are not that bad though.. but its nothing really big. but heck, i was nervous out of my shoe!

sang "cry baby" by Janis Joplin. and heck. my note was here and there! and to top that, i forgot my lyrics. sweet. for sure i am not going to be called back. not that i am hoping for it.

so, i thought wrong. and the call back is today, at 11.50. damn. this is nerve-wrecking.. again!

ps: life after uni is w.o.r.k. and doubt it i will ever have a chance for this kind of thing again. lol. so why not right??