Life On Display
these words are my diaries screaming out loud
24 May 2019
100 Truths about me (updated in 2019)
17 Apr 2013
You are my random awesome
A lot happier somehow,
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
They'll figure out one day,
What happened on your 24th birthday
Let's watch something random
Turned into something awesome
17 Sept 2012
bucket list #1
its true what i have always been saying: the best time to write is when you have TONNNEESS of things to do. as of now, i have my project work that needs to be done by Tuesday. a charity program - PROJECT MATA HATI (link here) thats going on on the 22nd September. and obviously, preparation for that has taken up 70% of my mind. though my capability has not reached that 70% yet. YIKES! but nontheless, it has also happened to be the time when i am super inspired to do new things. thanks to a certain someone for triggering that thought back into my head.
here's the list:
1. learn how to play guitar
2. try rock climbing. as a frequent basis. not just once.
3. learn how to make exquisite desserts. (im a sweet tooth)
4. learn how to swim (though i think i need to get the water-confident first. fear of drowning everytime you just managed to float cant really help you to swim i think)
5. learn how to ride a motorbike. perhaps a superbike type. that is... if God (and also mama. and also my leg length) permits me to ride one.
ok. i may need to work on that list again. thats what i have as of now. perhaps it might get longer. but i am trying to achieve Numero Uno by my birthday next year. wish me luck!
and my ultimate dream on my wishlist is.. to own an Event/Party Planning Agency. and people actually would LOVE to pay me professionally for that service. and that also includes concert planning. ESPECIALLY concert planning. first step.. get to know the right kind of people. hehe.
ps: cant wait to have MUSE back into my life. excited for the release of their new album. and tour. (!!!) <-- trying to suppress the excitement by acting all macho and cool.
ok. peace out. back to work.
12 Dec 2011
i will survive!
at first i was afraid, i was petrified,
kept thinkin’ i could never live without you by my side,
but then i spent so many nights thinkin’ how you did me wrong,
and i grew strong, and i learned how to get along
mercedes:
and so you’re back, from outer space,
i just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face,
i should’ve changed that stupid lock, i should’ve made you leave your key,
if i had known for just one second you’d be back to bother me
santana:
oh now go, walk out the door,
just turn around now, cause you’re not welcome anymore,
weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye, you think i’d crumble, you think i’d lay down and die
the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what), i’m not gonna give up (what)
i’m not gon’ stop (what),i’m gonna work harder (what)
i’m a survivor (what), i’m gonna make it (what)
i will survive (what), keep on survivin’ (what)
mercedes:
thought i couldn’t breath without ya,
i’m inhalin’
you thought i couldn’t see without ya,
perfect vision
you thought i couldn’t last without ya,
but i’m lastin’
you thought that i would die without ya,
but i’m livin’
santana:
thought that i would fail without ya,
but i’m on top
thought that it would be over by now,
but it won’t stop
thought that i would self destruct,
but i’m still here
even in my years to come,
i’m still gonna be here
santana and mercedes with the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what), i’m not gonna give up (what)
i’m not gon’ stop (what), i’m gonna work harder (what)
i’m a survivor (what), i’m gonna make it (what)
i will survive (what), keep on survivin’
mercedes with the troubletones:
oh no not i, i will survive
oh no, not i
i will survive
as long as i know how to love
i know i’ll stay alive (i’m a survivor)
i’ve got all my life to live (survivor)
i’ve got all my love to give (i’m a survivor)
and i’ll survive (i’m a survivor)
i will survive (i’m a survivor)
the troubletones:
i’m a survivor (what?)
i’m not goin’ give up (what?)
i’m not goin’ stop (what?)
i’m goin’ work harder (what?)
i’m a survivor (what?)
i’m gonna make it (what?)
i will survive (what?)
keep on survivin’
i will survive!