gilmore girls and logan huntzberger

omg! it has been.. wat, 6 months since the last aired of GILMORE GIRLS the series.. and i mean THE SERIES. not the season, not the .. watever, but THE series. can u believe a world without GILMORE GIRLS playing on your tv ot TiVO?? that's gonna suck SO MUCH k!

and now, im depressed (well, im not actly), but i am devastated and sad! ive been watching gilmore girls since i was in Form 2.. which was, wat.. 6 years ago! and i still remember i was mad at my mom becoz she doesnt let me watch it (well, mostly bcoz its PMR the next day). and it has been a routine to read the spoiler.. and fall in love (well, a crush actly. dont worry cheri. i love u the most) with whoever rory's dating.. and so happen to be, the last love interest/bf that rory has was THE GUY. LOGAN HUNTZBERGER.. owh gosh. any girl who doesnt like him, there must be something wrong with you..

anyways, i cant rant all day over my obsession on the series and the sadness i felt, where i can no longer watch the love and affection that logan has for rory.. and the coolness that a mom can be.. and the best that a child one could ever have .. or become. just so the producer of Gilmore Girls (and whoever had been working hard on it, especially amy sherman-palladino and her husband and lauren graham n whoever), gilmore girls had inspired me ever since i was 13.. and had been inspiring me since.. the end of gilmore, may have been the extinction of inspiring tv shows/soaps, but forever, the gilmore girls, are going to rock my world.

i love gilmore girls..


and logan huntzberger..


and u too cheri. ;)

love with a broken heart;
:: summer_breeze ::

updated and pictures and.. watever

well, not in the mood to tell stories or elaborate, but um, here are some photos of newcastle (since budi had been NAGGING for it) for everyone (esp u di.) to enjoy.

this is St Mary's Cathedral. Located at the city center.

somewhere outside Blackfriars

at the city center with Grey's Monument at the back

down the rooad at the city center.

somewhere between airport and St Mary's College

hurm.. that shud be enuff for now ryte? anyways, i would not want my blog to be sooo heavy to upload, so anything else, i'll update later~! take care all.

p/s: selamat hari raya everyone. i miss malaysia. :(

::summer_breeze::

family. mon cherie. friends

excited? i am.
now.. only left 4 days for me to be here, and embrace watever i have here.. before i leave.
am i sad? maybe.. now and then.
excited? extremely. seriously. especially today. aihh. told cherie about it. mostly because of him. one step closer. aihh. cant wait to meet him!! =D ngee~

but then again, its so unfair for me to feel so.. kan?
i mean, my parents are having and going through their toughest time now.. which is letting me go.
my brother, being as sweet as he is, even though painful at times.. are doing all he could for me. *thank u abang. i really love you*
and kakak.. she's just the best. you coming over to KL.. and all the effort.. gosh. u put me to tears. *love u so much kakak*

seriously, to leave these 4 people in my life for 3 years, seems.. very hard. and it is.. maybe. i dont know. but dont think this in a weird way. coz i love them. i do. soo very much! but only for today. im not that sad. give me few more days. maybe i'll be depressed n sad.. maybe.

and as for my friends. i'll mention few names here that i will surely, definitely, deeply miss: k-rol. nur carey. along. kak wann. li-v (tp ko dtg scotland next year kn?? hehe :P) and especially, din. aihh. *aku sebak.. seriously*

sigh. gotta sleep. tomorrow nak bangun sahur, surely, i will be the one yang paling susah nak bangun. huhu..

alryte then. later people.

p/s: i love my family. i love mon cherie. and i love my friends.

:: summer_breeze ::

life's full of bull

life is full of
bullsh*t. seriously. when they said, u have to be this way to become this
person, u shud follow. shud u? well, they're the experienced one.. so, watever
it is, what they said is true. like it, or not. bull.

u see.. my flight is
just 2 weeks away.. and right now, every inch of my body says, im NOT ready for
it. wats that? BULL.

while my body says
no, my mind keep on telling me: I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE. how can that be?? BULL.

seriously. life is
full of bullsh*t. if only i can beat the crap out of LIFE, i will.

BULL.

:: summer_breeze ::

wish list

hello again.
ive got too much free time, that im doing this almost everyday now. gosh.
anyways, today, im going to share my wish list for this upcoming shopping spree im going to do.

seriously, these jackets are to die for. especially the december jacket (d'uh! its PRADA). i got this ideas from this one fashion blog:www.secondcitystyle.com that i had been browsing lately. hurm. killer fall/winter look for 2007? not really my target. but these jackets.. TO DIE FOR! haha~

oooohh~ seriously! this white fake-fur jacket is GORGEOUS! Marvin Belted Faux Fur Coat | $158 at Nordstrom. goodness.. if i can get hold on this, IM THE HAPPIEST GIRL ALIVE! haha~

this red Zara wintercoat.. aihh.. needless to elaborate more.. its just C U T E ! ! i LOVE the huge button.. and the shape of the coat. aihh. so pretty..~ even the dress is pretty, too. aihh.. wouldnt want to know how much it cost. hahaha~



alryte. since when im such a fashion freak? well, blame E! Channel for everything. haha.. not saying that its a bad thing~ :P

alryte. i better go mandi. its getting late. later people.


:: summer_breeze ::

everything's alright

owkay. i love this song. and its a sin not to share it with everyone else. this song sets me to the sunset-romantic-vibe mood. haha. seriously. listen to it. the acoustic version.. so damn soothing. here's the lyrics. specially for YOU.. (not u, but YOU.. you know who you are~)

STORM
(Lifehouse)

how long have I

been in this storm

so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form

water's getting harder to tread

with these waves crashing over my head

if I could just see you

everything will be alright

if I'd see you

the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water

and you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright

and everything will be alright

I know you didn't

bring me out here to drown

so why am I 10 feet under and upside down

barely surviving has become my purpose

cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

if I could just see you

everything will be alright

if I see you

the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water

and you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright

and I will walk on water

you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright

I know everything is alright

everything's alright

p/s: yeap. everything's alright..

:: summer_breeze ::

im back and summarised.

hello everyone.. it has been.... VERY LONG since ive updated this thing. to say im busy, im definitely not. to say ive got nothing to tell, ive got TONNES of stories to tell.. but heck, i just dont feel like sharing or, actly, writing. haha. well, thanx to that, my english is deteriorating.. yes. deteriorating. *trying my best to maximize my usage of english vocab rather than using the simple words.haha.*

alryte. im a sucker for words. i wont know what to write, or how to express opinions or feelings. seriously. try pointing out a topic for me to debate, it will takes me a while to give u my responds. hahaha. yea. im that slow. and that sucks.
but, if u beg to differ, please please tell me. i really want to know that side of me that i never know about. lalalaaa~~

owkay. seriously, i dont know what to tell u. hurmm. catching up? sure.. i'll try my best to summarise everything into one very short post. (haha. if that's even possible)

owkay. lets start with the month of MAY ARPRIL:

owkay.. may.. shud i be telling u bout may? well, in may.. nothing much happen.. really.owh wait.. good charlotte concert. was that in may? err.. lemme check first. owkay. it was in april. 21st april to be exact. well, the concert.. belif it or not, i enjoyed myself. knowing the whole album for CHRONICLES OF LIFE AND DEATH and some of the song in the YOUNG AND THE HOPELESS, i did jumped up and down and scream the lyrics to their song.. eventho i dont really like GOOD CHARLOTTE now. haha. haha.. well, i went to that concert with kak nor, abg ap and encik khasha. haha. thanx to the free ticket from HITZ.FM and VIP TICKET from DiGi, we were there. hahaa. if not, sorry laa.. adeyh. anyway, in our crowd, there were this group of girls.. they memorize the lyrics for KEEP YOUR HANDS OF MY GIRL. WHOLE SONG!! for real.. aihh. and these girls, they reminded me of thE THE OC girls.. marissa, summer and all. yea. those fashionistas with COACH handbags, YSL tops, LEVIS jeans or sumthing like that. alryte. there is no point telling that story. owkaay. we move on..

MONTH OF MAY:
owkay. what happened in may? owhh owhh. my exam starts. yea. 1st paper was physics. and that sucks. aihh. and it drags on till june. the sucky-ness of the papers. it drags. CHEMISTRY especially.. @&*()_*&^%$%^&*(*%$#$%^ i hate chemistry. it was SUPER DUPER TOUGH K!! its like whatever all of us had been learning all these years, are just the surface of the whole exam paper. like how the hell are we suppose to be able to do that??? stupid. (actly blame us jugak.. sape suro tak wat further revision ourselves. ahaha)

MONTH OF JUNE:
june. A2 finally over. ikmal came back.. *yeay!!* after all the exams are over, i organized a FAREWELL BBQ for those who are leaving.. ICPUs, A-LEVELs.. turn ups was ok. the food, ok laa. takde complain on food tak ckp kan?? haa. kire ok la tu. so, that was the last BBQ i ever gonna organize. huhu. so, IKMAL, FARISA, ANNAS, ASHRUL showed up.. aih. nostalgic ridzuanians. (damn. i seriously am missing ridzuan now). owkay. BBQ was held on the 15th of June.
then, 17th of june was A-LEVELS prom night. it was ok. i had fun taking photos with my classmates. last minute beli boot that cost me rm110++. like shit. aihh.but, it was fun. missing the GQs now. seriously. and also mr loo loo. *mr loo loo.. cepat laa klua from pusat 'pemulihan'. miss chatting and talking crap with u laaaaaa~~*
then, there was BTN. held from 25th to 29th june at Kem Bina Jati, Shah Alam. well, overall, BTN is no heaven. the ceramah, some of it are ok laa. the LDKs.. not so bad. the food, ok laa. owh owh. i love what the food did to me! i lost 2 kg!! hahaha!!! i love the food. the activities.. ok la. did pocho one day. and that was close to fun. but everyone around me complain so much.. that it sucks ALL the fun from pocho-ing. hahhaa. ok. some other activities.. running for 2km.. and thanx to inn, my 'run' wasnt so lonely and borring. hahaha.
owh, great frens i found in BTN. i soo love my dorm mates. from KTT: Farah, Dee, Vicky and Fiza. from YTN: Inn, Pa-are and Zara.. aihh. missing u guys laa~~ :(
owkay.. then, my june is over.

MONTH OF JULY:
july.. i soo love july. haha~
well, it starts of with Soaring The Eagle program in Casa Rachado, PD. it was.. all time fun! had a great time with the UTPians. especially my group mates, and of course, my roomate. huhu. NANA rocks!! and the MISC clan.. we just know how to have a great time, dont we?? hahaha. ok. from this camp, i do gain a lot.. wat did i gain, i need not to mention here. but definitely not weight. i live a healthy lifestyle there. hahaha~~
owh. met ariff!!!! my goodness. that guy~~ aihh. seb bek aku pukul gne tgn je tau. kalo aku.. ish!! geram nyer~~ all this while, he had been lying to me~!! he had been msging me, ckp he's azmir and want to pass something that ariff asked him to pass to me. like shit! geram giler.. anyway, it was GREAT to meet u buddy. i seriously miss u man..
wat else in july.. owh. 17-7-07 *big smile* im taken! (do i need to elaborate more? i dun think so..)
and i went back to sibu on the same day. hurm.

MONTH OF AUGUST:
im cupid strucked. haha.
im the official couch potato. and now definitely gaining weight. aihh. i hate wat ice cream did to me.. but i love ice cream. dun care. still love ice cream more. hahaha.
and then, results came out. alhamdulillah. i did well. not excellent, but well. and got accepted in newcastle. another good news. and now.. waiting on the financial affidavit and offer letter.. for passport and visa. hurm. and one thing that i cant wait for.. SHOPPING~!! hahaha...
and today, 18-8-07.. cherie's leaving.. *down mood*

ok. so that was basically all. later, i'll update more.

p/s: i miss u cherie.. have a safe flight tonight.


:: summer_breeze ::