28 Jun 2006


hello people..

i know i'm not suppose to complain bout my life.. and i should be grateful with the life i'm living now.. but, man.... rite now, I'M SO DARN BORED, till i dont think i can no longer live... maybe i shoul just die.. coz that's how BORRREEDDDD i'm feeling rite now... yup, we have classes, and college is still going on... but, what's the point going to ur classes, if ends up, u're just going to sit there, stare at the teacher and listen to the rest of the class discussing sumthing that u're not really suppose to do.. not saying that i'm damn smart till no need to listen to them or anything.. but, we've learned all that, and we've done our finals~!! argghhhh~!!!!! if it only applies for one class, then i wont complain laa.. but it happens to ALL classes~!!!!! omygawd~!!! this is not only a physical torture towardsd my fellow friends and i, but also a torture to our precious mind !!

owkay, i know i'm juz exxagerating it, but yeah, that's basically what we're feeling and experiencing ryte now.. so darn jealous with our previous classmates who may have only 4 classes a day, and go back at around 1 or 2.. and starts class at around 11.. omygawd~!! a life in my dreams....... hahaha..

sum more, my phone's credit almost run out (again..) and dunno wat else to do, so here i am spilling all my heart out to u, my dear bloggie.. agggggghhhhhhhhh~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like screaming my LUNGS out~!!!



i just wish.....

upon the star.....

but the star juz never shine...

to grant my wish...

for only once...

to meet the guy...

i ever want.....

(hahaha... hows this suppose to relate with what i'm feeling ryte now??)

u know what, i feel like listening back to blink 182's songs... hurmm.. catch ya later peeps~!!

:: summer_breeze ::

please... release me from this endless torture of BORREEEDOMMM~!!!!


owkay.. this sickening feeling that i wuz havin yesterday, is still lurching and it's still there inside of me... when it will go away?? when???? warghh.. i dunno who else to go to, to seek for advice or help.. seems like no one can help me wif this problem..... waaaaa~~~!!!!!

i'm juz keeping things vague... agghhh~!!!!!!! just let it be how it is.. before it gets any worst.....

but still, I'M NOT OWKAY~!!!!!!


:: summer_breeze ::
..angel with broken dreams..

27 Jun 2006


owkay.. seriously, I'M NOT OWKAY.. rite now, i'm havin this horrible gastric.. nak ckp tak makan, i did mkn.. even lagi byk dari yg biase aku mkn.. but still, sakit perot.. tak ckp ngan gastric, hari i memang demam yg tahap aku tak leyh nak bgnpagi tadi.. gosh! mcm pe je.. really guilty that i have to miss class today.. but still, i have to go to college becoz mr thou suddenly want to see and some other students.. it's actually about MOE (Minister of Education) is coming over to taylors to do some accreditation bla.. bla.. bla.. so, the admin office have randomly pick the students to meet the MOE who may have a few survey or questions that they want to ask us in order to know taylor's quality or sumthing like that.. went to the doctor too before that, and u know what, my pocket money for this week's food is ALL USED UP~!! omygawd.. juz imagine, i have to pay RM 56 for all the medication and everything?!?! gosh.. guess that's subang huh? *Sigh*

and one more serious thing.. i cant stop thinking bout.................... ~sigh~ plzz.... i donno wat to do.. wat to do????? wat to do?????? waaaaa~!!!! should i....? could i........? what if........? too many questons left unanswered.. and i dont think i'm ready for all these answers...yet... is it too soon.. or am i juz not ready? who knows.... well, i hope i can untangle myself from this mess that i've created.... *sigh* why life has to be this complicated???? wagh~!!!

owkay.. so bottom line, I'M NOT OKAY...

:: summer_breeze::
and u my dear, u will be deeply missed....

23 Jun 2006

came back from the holzz

hey guys.. holiday's almost over.. right now, i'm ack at my apartment.. no longer at the house of .. wax .. haha.. owkay.. juz kidding. well, this morning went back to ridzuan.. i put down all my stuff and go straight to college.. there, i met all my juniors.. well, misc juniors to be exact, and try to brief them on wether to chose further math or economics.. huhu.. well, seems like this year, misc are offering new courses such as OFF SHORE ENGINEERING and LOGISTICS.. well, that's totally cool..
well, today too, i got new housemates, which happens to be my juniors, ASVIN and SERENA... cool huh? well, bout ita's issue tho, i think ita should negotiate with these two gals.. i, for one, donno how to talk to them bout this.. hehe.. sorry dearie..
nyways, today also was a greaaattt day, where i hang out wif my old friend from my high-school, ARDTUE.. huhu.. it has been a while since i last saw her.. well, today, we spend half of the day strolling and window shopping at mid valley till, i think, my legs are starting to distort from its original location on my joint and everything.. hahaha.. owkay.. totally exagerating..haha..
owkies.. lets recall my holiday... i spent my days, watching the oc dvd for season 1 and 2.. i've completed both season.. and now, i'm planning to start and finish with season 3.. but, urm.. seeing that college wil start this tuesday, i guess i have to cancel my intention to do so.. hehe..
well, rite now, i REALLY miss my housematess... ikmal.. wawey.. ain.. it's so not the same without u guys.. waaaa~~!!! come back~!!!!!!

owkay.. gotta go.. before i have emotional breakdown again here.. hehe..

owkiesssss....... laytaaaa~~~!!!!

:: summer_breeze ::

10 Jun 2006

MISC Berhad

owkay.. now i'm still tired from a very tiring day yesterday.. well, yesterday, juz came back from the ORIENTATION PROGRAMME WITH MISC.. well, this programme had actually been going on for 2 days.. which was on the 9th and on the 10th of June at The Legend Hotel, KL.. but, all of us checked in on the 8th..

the programme was ok.. it was not so entirely boring.. especially there's this one session wif Miss Anita.. well, she really does inspire us.. hehe.. apart from that, we met all other MISC scholars and create such a bond with them.. and perhaps, will still make us frens forever.. hehe.. right guys? huhu... btw, there's this one briefing with the MISC Education Sponsorship.. they said minimum requirement to work with them is 2nd Upper Degree.. and the magic number is 3.0... hope i can reach the target~

well, and yesterday, all of us went to PORT KLANG, to visit the North Port, and see all the logistics processes on handling all the cargos.. we got to meet all the officers in charge.. and even thedrivers of the trailers that we always see on the road.. some of my frens, eg: Maisara, Khairul and Khasyafiq.. (hahahhaa... lupe nak tekan minyak?????) got a chance to DRIVE the trailer.. cOoL huh? well, i didnt drive becoz i've lost my confidence in driving.. blame who? don wanna mention here.. hahahah..

owkay.. so last nyte, went out wif the boys again to.... i wonder why we went out last nyte.. but yup, england wins~! huHu..

and owh.. REALLY forgot to mention.. my housemates are now OFFICIALLY : ADDICT TO OC~!! hahahaha.... marahkan nadya dulu sebab minat sgt kat oc.. nah~ ambik korang~! hahahahhahaha.... well, hopefully we can finish the marathon by 13th.. huhu..

owkay y'all.. gotta get back to my laundry... gosh~!! there's juz so many things to be washed~!!! *sigh*

owkay...owkay.. laytaaa~!!

:: summer_breeze ::

6 Jun 2006


gosh.. the day's finally here~!!! FREEDOM FROM EXAMS that gives you ENDLESS HEADACHES and EXTRA PRESSURE and sickening feeling everytime its over.. that cant stop yourself from thinking bout eventho it's over.. okay.. i'm totally exaggerating.. so.. exam's over.. and i'm TOTALLY relief..

petang ni nak gi ice skating.. mlm nanti my sister n brother are coming to see me.. wat else goin' to make my day A DAY~? huhu..

owkay.. need to get back to my movie.. get back to ya later..

laytaa y'all~!!

:: summer_breeze ::

5 Jun 2006

i'm missing you..

home sick wuz never in the dictionary of my life.. NEVER.. but last nyte, (blame oggy-michelle for this~!) i suddenly REALLY, REALLY miss my home.. i miss the small little sibu.. where i had spent 17 years of my life growing up.. i miss my friends.. i miss my parents.. i miss nor.. i miss jessie.. i miss michelle.. i miss K.O.G.. i miss mr kong and pusat tuition newton...waaaa~!!! i wanna go home~~~

that's one thing.. another thing is.. my housemates.. THEY'RE LEAVING~!! omygawd.. cant really imagine what my life's gonna be without them here.. ikmal, ain, wawey, opu... waaaa~~!!! REALLY, REALLY GONNA MISS KORANG~!!! jgn le pegi... dont leave me rot alone here... waaaa~~!!!!!!

as for my friends yg dah nak fly this year.. i am really gonna miss korang.. dak2 icpu.. a-levels.. esp: IKMAL, AIN, OPU (dak2 BNM yg best~!), wawey, farisa, IZYAN (my favourite roomie), ainil, ariff and all icpu students.. and not forgetting, KAK FARAH yg gedix~! well, i wish u guys BESTEST OF LUCK in your future undertakings..

owkay, here's a song dedicated to all my friends that i miss.. and going to miss.. (tsk..tsk..)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives 
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And there was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x

4 Jun 2006

concerto pour deux voix

concerto pour deux voix or concet of two voices

here's a video on these two singer.. CLEMENCE n JB MAUNIER.. who have such superb voices..


p/s: thanx zarf for the song~!

:: summer_breeze ::

2 Jun 2006

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

here's the lyrics to the video clip at my page.. enjoy~!!

"I Write Sins Not Tragedies"
Panic! At The Disco -->
(correction to my previous post.. it's AT not IN the disco)

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,

and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:

"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.

"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne

Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.


I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.


:: summer_breeze ::

renovation? renaissance??

owkay.. you might be wondering why sudden change from 'bleach freak' theme to gothic theme..

owkay.. that's so NOT me..
haha.. so, i wuz lying.. the change wuz.. actually, inspired by 'Panic! In The Disco's video clip and songs.. (thanx to opu who had promoted them to me~ hehe~! )
as some of you might have known, my favourite colour has always been RED, BLACK AND WHITE.. so, this kinda match my personality and favourites.. huhu..

owkay, really donno wat to write here..
owh ya, today (meaning yesterday, since i'm not asleep yet --> 2nd june 2006) i wuz havin my ECONS exam.. well, it went okay-ly..the mcqs... no comment.. i think it wuz owkay.. the paper 2.. i'm not sure.. especially the data reponds (watever the spelling is.. please correct me if i'm wrong.. thanx~!) .. i think i screwed up there big time.. but, i REALLY hope that my essay can back me up.. well, so GLAD that EXCHANGE RATE came out.. pheww~!!

owkay, and the whole day today, i had been spending my time in front of (well, ita's and wawey's) laptop..searching for the most suitable photos for my friendster's background and the right songs to set.. tried to put Panic's song - "there's a reason why these tables are numbered honey. you just dont get it yet".. very long title? i know.. but the song is nice.. huhu.. owh yeah, tried to put that song as my background music, but then it cant be played??!?!?! whut tha~~~~???? *sigh* and then, watched bring it on and bring it on again.. haha.. bring it on RAWX man.. hahaha.. cool moves.. cool guys.. well, not for bring it on again tho~ hahaha..

owkay.. i think i better stop babbling nonsense here.. my eyes are getting heavy.. and tomoro have to wake up early.. ready to gambate for my last paper --> CHEMISTRY PAPER 2~!!
yeay... now, i can sense the freedom.. the scent.. the sensation... waaaa~~~~~~~

owkay.. i better stop.. hahahah.. owkiess.. laytaaa y'all..

p/s: for those who have finished their AS.. STOP BEING ANNOYING~!! SUPPORT US WITH CHEMISTRY~!! hahahahaha..

:: summer_breeze ::