21 Feb 2007

so we KICK, we PUSH, and we COAST

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today,
Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently,
and True & False.

b e s t

1. Male friend(s): din, ariff, helmi
2. Vacation: home sweet home
3. Time of day: 9.30 to 12 pm. favourite tv shows on!
4. Day of the week: wednesday. it passed by so fast, u just cant feel it.

l a s t
1. Person(s) you saw: kaschiff
2. Talked to: mama
3. Hugged: nana-chan!
4. Texted: ban-mus
5. IM: mustakhim!

t o d a y

1. What are you doing now: du-uh. filling up this survey
2. Wearing: pyjamas

t o m o r r o w
1. Is: thursday.
2. Got any plans: study! yeay~! *fake cheer*
3. Goal: to finish all my tertunggak work and start working on my past years
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: i am still alone.

f a v o r i t e

1. Number(s): 2
2. Color: black, white and red
3. Season: i want winter. cold weather makes me feel safe and cuddly.

c u r r e n t l y

1. Missing someone: yup yup. i miss ita!
2. Mood: mood-less. haha
3. Wanting: to quickly finish this thing, silent all my messenger and study!
4. listening to: the buzzing sound of my messenger.

t r u e & f a l s e

I am a cuddler: yup.
I am a morning person: a lil bit.
I am a perfectionist: i can be.

I am an only child: FALSE
I am left handed: FALSE
I am addicted to friendster :
I bite my nails: FALSE
I can be paranoid at times: TRUE
I enjoy country music: TRUE (well, if its musics sumthing like the wreckers or dixie chicks, then fine.)
I enjoy jazz music: TRUE
I enjoy smoothies: TRUE
I enjoy talking on the phone: sometimes
I have a hard time paying attention:
kind off. mira always complain.
I have a lot to learn: TRUE. am still stupid.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to
reveal: TRUE. who doesnt?
I have all my grandparents: FALSE. they all passed away. but i still have granduncles and grandaunties though.
I have a good sense of humor:
I have had broken a bone: FALSE
I have told someone I loved them and
didnt mean them: TRUE
I have told some I loved them and meant
it: TRUE

that's all for today. i shud really, really start studying. later guys~

:: summer_breeze ::

19 Feb 2007

it's a perfect denial

start the day with a survey..

1. Story behind your fv song:
:wic one are we talking bout here? eheh..
1) disintegration (jimmy eat world) - about the girl leaving the guy after everyhting he had done. stupid bitch!
2) take me away (lifehouse) - a girl who had took the guy away after all the time they had spent together, and the guy really want her to be in his life.. and wanted the girl to give him the chance..
3) beautiful lie (30 seconds to mars)
- living a life in a lie and making a 'beautiful' cover/lie about ur past
(the rest, later k..)

2. What month were you born in?
: january

3. Where do you live?
: right now, bandar sunway..

D E S C R I B E Y O U R . .

4. Wallet:
: long, white

5. Dream car:
: beatle~

6. Toothbrush:
: oral B

8. Pillow Case:
: green and  lil bit blue.. with garfield playing basketball's picture on it.

9. Eyes:
: dark brown eyes.

10. House color:
: sibu - yellow (interior and exterior), ridzuan - white (interior), desa petaling - green (interior).

11. Love life:
: i do!

12. Cologne/Perfume:
: hugo boss for women special edition.

13. CD in stereo:
: 30 seconds to mars and daughtry.

14. Piercings:
: none.

W H A T  A R E  Y O U . . .

15. Wearing:
: blue baju klawar..

: to study and get over all this.

17. The last thing you ate?
: snickers.. or was it milky way? hurm..

18. Something you are afraid of?
: failing my A2 and cant proceed to UK. :-S

19. Do you like candles?
: a bit.. not so much of a candle fan..

20. Do you like the taste of blood?
: no! blekh!

21. Do you believe in love?
: i do.. but, for now, it always fails me.

22. Do you believe in soul mates?
: yup. i do.

23. Do you like seafood?
: YES YES! i miss seafood..

24. Do you remember your dreams?
: not really. i dont think i have any last night.

25. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
: right now, i WANT to be a study freak.

26. Do you like tattoos?
: nope. they're scary..

27. Do you believe in miracles?
: lets believe that its true and help me out here..

28. Do you burn easily in the sun?
: no.. ive tried and ive tried. i failed and i failed..

29. Do you speak another language other than English?
: yup.

30. What's something you wish you could understand better?
: wat is really going on in one's mind!

31. Are you shy around a crush?
: haha. i have to admit: I DO!

32. Got any plans for the weekend?
: nope. this weekend is still very far..so, i dont think so.

33. Do you miss anyone?
: i miss mama n papa..

35. Orange juice or apple?
: apple and orange.. both can do.

36. Who were the last people you went out to eat with?
: kRoL.

37. What was the last text message you sent?
: ita.. kitorang mkn kat mcD jap k.

38. Lucky number?
: 2, i guess..

39. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
: never.

40. Have you ever won a trophy?
: yup. during my high school mostly. none now. huhu.

41. Are you a good cook?
: not that good, but its edible. haha.

42. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
: yup.

43. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food?
: i dont think so. except for some exotic restaurants.

44. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
: during high school, of course.

45. What was the last movie u saw in the cinema?
: ghost rider.

46. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire?
: can i have both?

47. Do you believe in love at first sight?
: owh yes i do.. am still am..

48. What is/are your favorite animal(s)?
: none in particular. but cats and hamsters attract my attention. huhu.

49. Who is the second last person to call you?
: kakak ita.

50.What do you like about yourself?
: i'm a guy. hahah! kidding. i dunno. i look down on myself. YOU tell me whats there suppose to like about me? haha.

:: summer_breeze ::

17 Feb 2007

why don't you like? why don't you like me??

hey guys.. ariff had just promoted me this song. catchy tunes, interesting lyrics.. so, enjoy!


Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont yo like me
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

:: summer_breeze ::

14 Feb 2007

knowing yourself, before somebody else..

Part 1: The Birth of You:

Were you a planned baby?

: not sure..better ask my mum.

Were you the first?

:nope. am the last

Who was present at your birth?

: papa. and other hospital staff.. esp mama midah.. sigh.. wanna meet her. she's the one responsible for me living now.. if not, i might be dead..

Were your parents married when you
were born?

:duh! wat kind of dumb question is this??

What is your birthdate?

:2nd january 1988

Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?:
: small and happy family. and chats a lot.

Are your parents married?


Siblings or an only child?

:siblings. one elder sister, and one elder brother.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?


What are your siblings names and ages?

: salfarina nomie - 28, mohd syaiffrie - 26

Which parent do you get along with best?

:mama. :D

What do you fight about?

: usually, its my inability to do things right, and my so-called 'attempt' to be independent. and owh, my stuborn-ness.

Do you have step parents?

: nope

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?

: yup-yup.

Who are your best friends?:
: ita-san the bomb. din the best. ariff yg cool.

What do you like to do when you are together?

: discuss, gossip, jokes, shopping, studying, eating.. basically everything. except for sleeping. *this only applied to ita. thank you very much.*

Do you share the same interests?:
: yup. ita n i - basically everything. din n i - we share the same type of music and.. err.. not sure. ariff n i - we share our problems. hahaha.

Which friend can you tell anything to?

: ita.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?:
: quite low. i look down on myself sometimes.

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?

:most of the time, im kinda an extrovert.

Are you happy?

:i am.

Do you live life to the fullest?

:im trying to.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comforable with the way you look?

:well, kinda.

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?

: nope. i didnt even get my ears pierced. hows that? haha.

Describe your hair.

: black. and looks like hair.

What make-up do you wear?

: a little bit of everything. loreal, revlon, za, bodyshop..

How do you dress?

: usually, jeans and black long sleeves.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?

: im way strange now. haha.

What did you use to love that you no longer do?

: hurm.. westlife, pink, power rangers, lunch box.

Do you have the same friends?

: am still frens with my childhood frens, if thats what ure asking.

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?

:a bike accident. horrifying. makes me kinda nervous to get on a bicycle again.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?

: now, i wanna get my degree in 3 years time, be a naval arc and work for MISC, get good pay, pave my way all the way up to become the CEO, get married with the guy that i love, have children, live a good life, go to haji.. and die of old age, rather than of some fatal sickness.. na'uzubillahi min zalik..

Are you scared of growing old?

:for now, yes. i havent really enjoyed being young.

i'm scared of dying?

: kinda. not so prepared..

Do you want to get married?

:yes yes, i do. but not in the near future.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?

: indoor would be nicer.

What is your favorite season?

:never really experienced 4 season. but i would really love winter.

Do you like walking in the rain?
:yes, actly. but everytime i did, mama will yell at me.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegentarian?
:not really. im a man-eater.. hahahha..

What is your favorite fruit?
:apple, banana and oranges. and owh, grapes.

What food makes you want to gag?
:buah nangka.

What is your favorite dessert?
ice cream.. or fruits.

What is your favorite restaurant?
:none in particular.

Are you a fussy eater?
:kinda. cannot be too spicy or too hot.just that sort of fuss.. but i can eat anywhere.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?
:ahah. single.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?
: am not taken. so i think everyone is lucky. hahahah..

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?
:not sure.. is it?

Do you believe in love at first sight?
:kinda. still haunting me.. until this very day.

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?
:PKTR. dedfinitely.

What was one of your worst?
:form 2. that year sux.

Have you ever done drugs?

Have you ever thought you were going to die?
:in my dreams, yes. such scary dream.

Have you ever suffered from depression?
:once. it was quite bad.

12 Feb 2007

counting the minute and hours that passed by.. is like committing suicide.but the problem is, U CANT DIE.

im so darn bored. help me help me help me..

top 2 things found in your wallet:
1.) my bank card
2.) my ic

top 2 songs you can listen to again
and again:
1.) take me away - lifehouse
2.) you belong to me -jason wade
(can add another .. 5??? )

top 2 reasons to watch television:
1.) the best tv programme is on!
2.) the best way to spend ur time, other than sleeping.

top 2 places I'd want to visit 10 yrs from now
1.) paris
2.) melbourne

top 2 obsessions:
1.) music
2.) movies

top 2 favorite nick name:
1.) nadya summer
2.) eva_lang

top 2 favorite food:
1.) mama's cooking. especially sayur midin!!
2.) pizza with hawaiian chicken topings. *drool*

top 2 favorite snacks:
1.) banana
2.) rocky

top 2 favorite website:
1.) www.friendster.com
2.) www.ucas.com

top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
1.) pass a2 with flying colours.
2.) be successful

top 2 favorite colors:
1.) black
2.) red

top 2 favorite part of the house:
1.) the hall
2.) my room (in swak)

top 2 things i can't wait to happen
1.) finish my a2
2.) go to uk. and meet... :*)

top 2 places where I love to shop
1.) sunway
2.) pyramid

top 2 movies I could watch over and over
1.) freaky friday
2.) shrek

huh?? done?? why so short!! waghh~~!!! wat else shud i do to kill the time??

hurmm... let me see.. owkay. to add to the list:

songs to be played on MY wedding day:

1) more than anyone - gavin deGraw

2) we are man and wife - michelle featherstone

3) you belong to me - jason wade

3 songs i will DIE without:

1)disintegration - jimmy eat world

2)take me away - lifehouse

3) blurry - puddle of mudd

top 3 bands/singers on my playlist:

1) chris daughtry

2) dashboard confessional

3) the wreckers

must go to concert:

1) muse

2) linkin park

3) jimmy eat world

owkay. if im ever going to be stranded on a desert island,

1. 5 movies that i must have with me:

a) freaky friday

b) pursuit of happiness

c) bad boys

d) shrek

e) a walk to remember.. or pirates of the carribean.. or.. err.. err..

5 albums that i must have with me:

a) one tree hill 2: friends with benefit

b) stand still, look pretty - the wreckers

c) dusk and summer - dashboard confessional

d) stanley climbfall - lifehouse

e) absolution - muse

5 tv series that have to be aired on the island: (if its even possible)

a) ONE TREE HILL. definitely

b) THE OC (eventho its finishing)

c) prison break

d) heroes

e) american idol

hahahaha.. im damn bored. have to go though. pn ramlah's waiting.

layter guys.

:: summer_breeze ::

11 Feb 2007

IF you want to FIND someone YOU love, you gotta BE someone YOU love

alryte. im DAMN bored. i was browsing through the bulletin just now, and ive come across this INTERESTING article. well, not that im saying that its entirely true, but um, it is true in some way.. huhu..

so, how about u judge, wether it is true or not? happy reading.

JANUARY=SHYNESS (i'm shy?? is that possible?? haha)

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS   (hurm...)

Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.


Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong- willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.


Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JUNE=Metal Head

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.


Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.


You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an August brithday. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.


Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.


Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.


This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.


Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all

9 Feb 2007

YOU belong to ME.. eternally..

See the pyramids around the Nile

Watch the sun rise

From the tropic isle

Just remember darling

All the while

You belong to me

See the market place
In old Algiers

Send me photographs and souvenirs

Just remember
When a dream appears

You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you

Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane

See the jungle
When it's wet with rain

Just remember till
You're home again

You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you

Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane

See the jungle
When it's wet with rain

Just remember till
You're home again

You belong to me

moody's mood for love.. you guys cant really blame me for being in such a mood. there's all these sweet movies coming out. ive watched the holiday, and it was the SWEETEST LOVE STORY for this decade. im sure.. with the story line so smooth and perfect, and needless to say, SUPER CUTE actor and actress --> JUDE LAW makes my heart melt thruout the movie.. *awwwww*.

anyway, this movie is AWESOME! a story about two girls.. or shud i say women, who had just failed in their relationship and decided to go accross the ocean and switch places. and there, they met their destined love.. a love so pure, so sincere, so sweet.. sighh~~ when jude law manage to sweep cameron diaz of her feet in this movie, i was swept away too~~ and then there was this scene where Graham (jude law) and .. wat was her name.. the character that cameron diaz take, well both of them and Graham's cute lil children - sophie and olivia - they were lying down in an awesomely pretty camp. and there, they just lie down and the kids.. they're so adorable, that they bring tears to my eyes - tears of happiness, of course. well, if im about to write everything about the movie in this, then, there will be no more suprise for those who havent watch it.. i LOVE "the holiday".. and i wish i can also find a love so pure and sincere.. some day.. well, but not now tho..huhu..

and then, there was the oc, being as sweet as it always is. last week's episode was a valentine's day episode.. the story was so cute and touching .. and bring me back to 'the love struck' zone, eventho, i am NOT in love.. haha.. u know, good movies or shows, they can really leave a mark in ur life and make UR life more.. meaningful. (wait.. i just realize how pathetic that sounds.. haha)

anyway, the song that i post at the top, is my theme song for this valentine. (blame mr shepard, one of the guy who went for the american idol audition this year. he sang it so sweet-fully and so beautifully that this song just get me here -- <3 ) u can read the review of this song in my page. huhu.. and there's a link to mr shepard's audition there. so, i REALLY, REALLY encourage u guys to click on it and watch it for urself.. and then u can see how strong he power of LOVE is.. and how it will live eternally, till nothing can make such LOVE fade.. (well, at least before doomsday's out)

alright, alright.. i better stop being so soapy and sentimental, before i cry again. so later guys.


with love;