always love, coz hate will get you anytime..

hey you guys..
here i am again. bored, as ever. wanna study, but um.. i can write thousands of reason that leads to my action of NOT studyin AGAIN tonight, but the truth is -- I'M LAZY! haha.. well, it feels good to actually admit my own weakness. and i have to say, LAZINESS had always been my problem since.. urm, let me see - EVER! sigh~ cant say much about it. as what people say, you wont change no matter what other people say, unless YOU yourself have the willng to change..

well, right now, i'm listening to NADA SURF's latest album - well, thanx to 'peyton sawyer' to promote this album. well, u see i dont actually listen to indie songs, until i listen to death cab for cutie. so, now i'm giving nada surf a try. and i have to say, their songs are good! i really like ALWAYS LOVE and COMES A TIME. despite their nice melodies, their lyrics also mean something. it tells you about life and teach you bout life. well, we take always love. in their lyrics they said " always love, hate will get you anytime". when i think back, most people nowadays - well, i'm not saying anyone in particular - they prefer to hate when something dont actually go their way, and always try to sabotage the friendship or whatever type of relationship they have. why dont you just LOVE them and take them as what they are. i mean, so what if they dont turn out to be the way you wanted to? no need for hatred and everything. no need to have the HATRED towards anyone else.

there's a malay saying goes: Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali. well, come to think about it, dont you think that the more you hate others, the more miserable your life is? it's like you have this black dot in your heart. and eerytime you start to hate that person even more, the black dot will eventually grow bigger and bigger till one point, that it's going to cover up your whole heart with BLACKNESS.. darkness.. emptiness.. so, ask yourself, do u want that? if you dont, then stop hating others and start loving them.

ok.. i'm talking rubbish.. juz wanna ask u guys to giv nada surf a try, like i did. ahaha..

okiess.. take care you guys..

p/s: cant wait to listen to evanescence new album! still downloading. if it's done, i will tell u guys how's it ok!