it's already 2.21am.. and im not asleep. i am suppose to be reading my econs, but somhow i end up blogging. sigh~ so much of trying to be MORE discipline this year huh? well, since im already at this, so i better write something worth the time.
well, let me see what i had been trying to write all this week, but somehow cant find the right mood and the right way to write it. hurm.. owkay. lets start with PKTR - Program Kepimpinan Tun Razak. well, PKTR batch 2006 had started like a week ago, and i (as usual) was there as the urusetia-mencapub. well, officially, im not one of the urusetia, but i was there helping the registration, the senaman, the activities, the bengkel and the opening ceremony. huh.. opening ceremony.. that was a disaster! with datuk nazim as the honorary guest, and tun hanif-the chairman of Yayasan Tun Razak was, of course, there too, i had manage to embarass myself in front of them. well, i was the one responsible to give the souvenirs and the 'portal-check' to tun hanif to pass to datuk nazim to pass to whoever's going to receive it. i, so smart of me, thought that, there's going to be another slot for the souvenir giving ceremony. so i, so f***ing smart of me, juz selambe-ly brought the portal replica onto the stage--without a TRAY! i bet atok must be like "what the hell?? what happened to protocol??" ok.. thats one. making things worse, right after the portal thingy, was the souvenir giving thingy to datuk nazim by tun hanif. and guess where the thing is -- right at the back of the room, which is like OPPOSITE US~~!!!! so, very clever of me, ran across the room, took the souvenir and ran back up the stage. and tun hanif and DATUK NAZIM was giving me this weird look like saying - why the hell did this girl ran? tak malu ke?? OMYGAWD!!!!! SUPER HUMILIATION!!! seriously, ive been humiliated before, but not in front of such big shot!!! but thank god, atok didnt say anything. but abg azrol.. juz cant stop it.. sighh.. wat the hell.. we should learn from mistakes, right?
anyway, the program goes on well, till now. they're now in sg sedim, kedah for their outdoor activities. their closing will be held in sheraton hotel, penang. i wish i can go, but i better listen to my parents this time. coz parents' instinct are freakingly true.
still talking bout pktr, i must say, their activities this year are much more interexting compared to last year, and definitely our year. they have tan sri dato' seri sanusi junid (altho i am quite confuse as to why he's using double pangkat/gelaran there.. isnt it tan sri is higher than dato seri?? sighh~). anyway, he's a VERY GOOD, RESPECTABLE speaker. i must admit, coming to his talk, is DEFINITELY not a waste of time. he teaches us about how did japan manage to rise and become the world's most advanced country, where mitsubishi itself have the wealth, equals to the wealth of spain! how cool is that! and there comes the bushido spirit, and the stories from all around the world, which happens to be hs own experience -- which are very valuable knowledge for me, a person who's very lazy to read.. akekeke.. and all other cool infos and stuff.. pretty awesome.. and he talked to us, well, to the participant actually, like a grandfather telling stories to his grandchildren.. so cool~ i'd die to have someone like that give us a talk, well, me in particular. huhu..
other thng that is awesome bout this yr's prog is that, they have dr fazley giving a slot on 'self-efficacy'. alright, roll ur eyes.. do what ever u wanna do.. barf if u want. i know, sum might say, fazley??? so wat?? such poser, lame singer, bla, bla, bla. (well, no offence to fazley's fans or to abg fazley himself or to his wife or his family..) but i must say, he is an AMAZING SPEAKER and as an individual, he's pretty awesome too.. his knowledge and his way of reaching out to the participants, even to me and pia, was.. amazing. his experience, his education.. are very inspirational. (big word, for once..) i seriously salute him for being where he is today at such a young age.. and i envy his success and i may want to follow his footstep. he's the ideal person to be an idol. serious..
haha.. seriously, i regret getting involve in pktr again this yr, coz it make me want to commit and doesnt want to stop half-way. i missed my days in pktr. i wish i can join back, and be one of the participants again and experience the wonderful 2 weeks of remarkable time.. sighh~~~~ I MISS PKTR!!!!
waaagghhh!!! so much typing make me lost track time.. now dah 2.51am!! i got econs test tomoro.. some more my class ends at 5.30.. gosh~!! i'll be SUPER EXHAUSTED laa tomoro.. adeyhh.. have to go guys.. i guess i'll read myself to sleep now..
later guys..
:: summer_breeze ::
